For such a long time, I felt like I needed to fix everything about me. I needed to be the fastest, smartest, and the most pretty. I would reach for my medicine cabinet and grab what I felt like could fix me and make me better. I would get a diet pill to make me smaller, I would get a pill to help me concentrate, or a pill to make me stronger. In a culture that perpetuates that we can fix everything with a small little capsule it makes us consumed with what we lack and how we can fix it. However, time after time the pills’ effects dissolve and I am left with myself.